Funny Searches…

July 21, 2008 at 15:46 (Funny!!)

Hey Poons people at least searched for facts and got them in your blog [i.e. mallu moron]…but just see where my blog pops up!!!!!

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“the Woman in Me”

July 20, 2008 at 14:39 (Experience, Play, Societal puzzles)

“A mirror tells the truth. Isn’t that a lie?…You raise your right hand and it raises it’s left. A mirror only tells you the opposite!
I wonder sometimes, what really happens?…Is the colour red really red?…”

– the Woman in me
A play by Pawan.

My colleagues denied to accompany me to the play by giving their own valid or invalid reasons when they heard the title and the mature content it claimed to have. Quite understandable. Perhaps , they didn’t want to be in a difficult situation with a woman colleague watching mature content about women. One of them smsed me “So did you find out the woman inside you”. My reply was rude and gross. He would know the reason if he ever happened to watch it. I anyway carry a strong disposition mostly so he would have taken it for my nature.

Here the woman is not about the woman in a woman. It’s the psyche of a woman portrayed by a man which is never comprehended otherwise. It impersonates what a woman goes through willingly or unwillingly by the mere fact of being a woman. It arouses you to introspect on what is a woman’s fault if she is a woman. It depicts the horrendous experience that a woman goes through when her husband rapes her on the uncountable nights. What right does he have? The conventional so-called superiority of being a husband? The men who aren’t in wedlock with her can’t be bypassed. Rapist is the word.

The play is a two-character play. One is a man who is tempted to supersede his wife but only egotistically [played by Abhishek as Rajiv] and his sub-conscious mind [played by Pawan as his raped and murdered wife, Nina].A single character but virtually two profound characters was brilliantly depicted.I can’t imagine a film on this theme.

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July 20, 2008 at 10:18 (Experience, Quotes)

“Is a crush an unsuccessful attempt at love?Then I was on the verge of becoming an abandoned loser;-)”

–Anonymous isn’t me

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Of tutelage…

July 19, 2008 at 06:17 (Random Ramblings)

Mind, heart, soul, passion are embarrassingly cheesy words.

Put your heart and soul in whatever you do…is one conventional sentence which I hate to hear. Recently I’ve been hearing that frequently. I hate it even more now. I mostly replace the soul with the sole and the heart with nothing while I perceive it. Well I don’t put them in the “whatever” I do. I don’t like my backside to be on fire.

“Your mind is tractable. Hold the reins in your hands.” Mine would have caused a stampede if I held my horses’ reins in my own hands. First to die would be the one’s who irritate me. Of late, this irritating elements’ list has grown longer.That’s exactly what you call stereotypical mediocrity when you start thinking in a way that’s consequential of what the other might think about you. I’m a stereotypical mediocre and that’s why I get chafed so easily.

My situation is that of a troglodyte who has mistaken his way to the city. To dwell there is a challenge. I contemn and I despair. I need some self-help books. I’ll buy one today. I found out that Scott Adams is good.

Where I’ve decided to put my “heart, mind and soul” seems to be a prominent dapple in the head. It’s an unquenchable yet strongly desired passion [that sounds like a horny pig but not even remotely on those lines but desired—a yes].

Am embarrassed enough now but the truth is I’m still under the guardianship of my mind,heart,soul,passion….grrrrrrrr :-(

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