Noconvolutions!

Never thought that I would start blogging with such repulsive feelings towards everything thats happening around me and with me.Beginnings are supposed to be made with a blissful and optimistic note but sometimes people are unfortunate.Here is one of those unfortunates.

Well I havent been able to decipher it completely how I feel being on business wait…but ‘useless’ is probably a word close

to the description.To add to the uselessness is the wait of eternity to be assigned to a project that keeps getting impatient with every passing day and worser is when you are anticipating the results of your interview and the reporting

manager goes on leave!!!Damn, can somebody at least tell me that m not selected…The butterflies have started fluttering harder in my stomach!

The anticipation of something to happen was taking a dirty toll on me that kept me from bathing the whole day except for the evening when something unknown inflicted in me to get intoxicated with freshness.Thought my new pair of jeans and a neatly pressed old T-shirt would set my spirits somewhat high when the boredom of anticipation frequently pricked at the back of my mind.Well best things go only to the obsessive-compulsives who fixate and I have a fickle mind.

It was the first time ever that I felt like cursing somebody to have a disturbingly unnatural death(i didnt curse though) but of course it wasn’t the first time that I was made to believe that men are downright bastards.No reasoning,no proofs no reckoning required for a girl to come to such a conclusion who just went though a spirit crushing embarrassment in front of a hundred men,caused by a psychotic man…

While I was waiting for the traffic to thin down,one psychopath cropped up from somewhere and spat almost a litre of if red fluid having seedy granules and minute pieces of green leaves.Now dont dare telling me that it might have happened accidentally cuz I can bet my life on the fact that it was a deliberate heinous attempt.He said “sexy” before doing phachakkkkkkk on me.I almost puked my intestine out yuckk!!And I wish I had worn a T-shirt other than a white one ****

Well Hyd hasnt been treating me so well since some days.Last month I had been out window-shopping with my roomie who had to shop for herself.Not resisting temptations I picked up a pair of jeans and went to the trial room.Trust me I locked the door!Fortunately during the disaster I was unbuckling my belt[fortunately cuz i wasnt unbuttonning].I didn’t feel annoyed cuz the man who opened the door had his pregnant wife standing beside him was sincerely apologising[unlike the man at fault who should have been the one apologising but instead kept glaring at my state for eternity and then suddenly banged the door shut again] for whatever happened.So I thought of letting it go but the female ego didnt allow me to do so.So I approached the man and very gently requested him to knock at the door before rushing into the trial room.MALE EGO sucks.He created a big scene out of it.
Man:”who the bloody hell are you to teach me courtesy?”
I had to lose it then and I did.
Me:m not trying to teach you courtesy of knocking at the door at a trial room cuz you should have been knowing that already.You are old enough I guess.
He continued cursing me with the F-word and drove me nuts with rage.I listened to all of his crap and almost in tears said just one sentence that might have put him to shame[well m not sure though ...] cuz I couldnt wait there to watch his reaction.
“You know what just feel lucky that the woman inside was not your mother,your sister or your wife and the loss was all mine.”
“I DETEST THEM EVEN MORE NOW”…thats all.